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[Bucky's been avoiding announcing that he's back, and that he remembers. He's still uncomfortable being out in public with people staring at him, even though he has been out more than he had been when he first got back. Morgana cut his hair, and he's showering and shaving regularly, so he looks a little more like himself (except he's not wearing combat uniforms, and he's still covering up his left arm with long sleeves and a glove), but there's still something tense and on edge about him, something hollow and dead in his expression.

But something about Arthas' announcement, his manifesto, that because he's been wronged he's allowed to take this ship and everyone on it down with him makes something stir in him, something that sounds like Zola's saw and the hiss of the cryo pod and Pierce slapping him in the face, and it's hot and cold and angry, and he doesn't want to keep hiding. But he also doesn't know how to reconcile the idea that this is happening because wardens failed, because the system failed, and those people are long gone.

There's a lot he should probably say about himself, too, but Steve's already covered it. Everyone knows what happened, and there's a part of him that's still angry about that.]

i'm back. dillon and jean made me remember.

i'm still a warden. [Even if he's not sure he should be.] it's been a long time, for me.

[A really, really long time.]

[Filtered to Mickey, Jimmy, Stiles, Kira, Mason, Ben, Lydia, and Motorcycle Boy]

sorry.

[For not remembering, or weirding them out. He probably owes them more of an explanation as well, but he can't find the words of it any more than he could for the rest of the ship.]

[Private to Dillon and Jean]

thanks.

[Warden Filter]

who's taking responsibility for arthas?

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I was confused & didn't remember much.

You have noting to apologize for, Bucky. How are you feeling?

better.

Do you remember the Barge now?

i remember everything.

I'm sure it's a lot to take in.

yeah.

If you need help with anything, let me know? Or... if you wanna chat sometime.

sure.

are you ok?

I'm okay. A lot has happened since you left, but we're getting back on our feet.

what happened?

Just-- a port. And a flood. Nothing you should worry about, Bucky.

i'd still like to know.

Most of us ended up on a port. Some of us were safe. Others were with Arthas and Sylvanas, they were trying to destroy the Barge. And the rest was still here, dealing with the damage they were causing.

where were you?

At the safe one. It was like a convention.

good.

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