[It's involuntary, the tiny shake of her head at that, not a no but simply disbelief. She plays pretend sometimes, imagines herself with a job, with a husband, with children and her sister and a life, but it's a game she plays with herself. She has no real idea how she's supposed to have a life in practice or what that would even look like. Without a handler, without a mission, what is she?
spam;
She doesn't answer. What can she say?]