[That, and she hadn't liked feeling like she was different, or needed special treatment when she was doing the same thing as the guys. And it'd been kind of hard, to be part of the team but still separate, especially when Becky probably would've liked having more opportunity to bother Steve when she couldn't sleep.
And she'll definitely be hanging out around here unless Steve kicks her out, and she kind of gets the feeling he won't. He's had plenty of opportunity to do so already, really.
(Don't worry, she will totally call him out, too. She's never been shy about doing it before.)
Becky listens as he explains, and it's still sort of weird, to think about this other version of her. She's thought about it before, obviously, of how things would be different if she was born a guy, and here she is listening to Steve talk about Bucky like he's a real person. Who's just like her. And yeah, it's a little weird.
It gets worse when he trails off, because, well. Maybe she'd hoped, a little bit.
(Probably stupid to. Of course he'd have still been willing to die to save Steve, and even if it didn't happen on the train, it could have happened a million other places.)]
Yeah. [She knows what he means, and her face falls a little, even as she tries to force a smile, and act like it's not that big of a deal.]
I mean, I didn't ask for it back, either.
[It would hurt too much. She hasn't been back there in years, and now it's not an option anymore. They're dead. Sometimes she feels like a ghost just hanging around here with Steve at all, and it'd be ten times worse in their old apartment.]
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And she'll definitely be hanging out around here unless Steve kicks her out, and she kind of gets the feeling he won't. He's had plenty of opportunity to do so already, really.
(Don't worry, she will totally call him out, too. She's never been shy about doing it before.)
Becky listens as he explains, and it's still sort of weird, to think about this other version of her. She's thought about it before, obviously, of how things would be different if she was born a guy, and here she is listening to Steve talk about Bucky like he's a real person. Who's just like her. And yeah, it's a little weird.
It gets worse when he trails off, because, well. Maybe she'd hoped, a little bit.
(Probably stupid to. Of course he'd have still been willing to die to save Steve, and even if it didn't happen on the train, it could have happened a million other places.)]
Yeah. [She knows what he means, and her face falls a little, even as she tries to force a smile, and act like it's not that big of a deal.]
I mean, I didn't ask for it back, either.
[It would hurt too much. She hasn't been back there in years, and now it's not an option anymore. They're dead. Sometimes she feels like a ghost just hanging around here with Steve at all, and it'd be ten times worse in their old apartment.]