[Does it? Again, Bucky doesn't know what to do with that. Not at all. He wants to say he should have fought back harder, that he could have done more to get away, he thinks - Christ, he remembers telling Pierce he knew Steve now, what it had felt like being slapped in the face before he'd said anything, how he'd just leaned back and let them wipe him instead of fighting his way out.]
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i've killed a lot of people.