[It's another long time before Bucky writes anything back, uncertain what to do with the insistence that it wasn't really him, just HYDRA, and some part of him knows that's true, because he wouldn't have killed Howard if he had a choice, but... he remembers it. He was still responsible, he should have broken through the programming sooner.
And he's really not sure what to do with the joke.]
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And he's really not sure what to do with the joke.]
did you know already?